A picture is worth a 1000 words...

Some of the goings on from the end of 2011...

My awesome co-worker Zane...

Our little Christmas area...

Yay! I love my hat...

Jason starting his "3min Christmas tree decorating"

Yeah Buddy...

Thank you Mario...

Thank you Aunt Dawn...

It's so cute...

Love. Happy V-Day. The Single Way...

This was the first Valentines in almost seven years that I was single. Usually I would've been bothered or depressed about it, but for once I was completely fine. I realized that being single is a blessing. I'm no longer with the wrong person and I can finally focus on myself and what it is I find important without having to worry about others and their problems. I spent the day at school and the night with a really good friend who I've known for ten years. He's always been there for me and I couldn't of asked for a better person to spend the "holiday" with.

I'm gonna keep this short so I just want to wish everyone a Happy Valentines Day. Whether single or madly in love with someone. I hope everyone's day was incredibly special and meaningful. 

Love comes in many forms...

...being single doesn't change that.

2010: The year in full...

I have taken this idea of writing about all of the things (whether good or bad) that have happened over the past year from someone I have known my whole life. I want to dedicate this post to Camilla. She has been such an inspiration to me in more ways than one. If it wasn't for her and the things she so boldly and delicately writes about I wouldn't have had the courage or motivation to do so myself. I have found writing a blog, regardless of whether or not anyone reads it, has been incredibly helpful to me in many ways. The biggest way is that I can express how I feel without fear, get all of my feelings out in the open, and I don't have to worry so much about flying off the handle and losing my temper. So, Camilla, thank you for being such an inspiration to me and I'm sure many many others; and thank you for being such a wonderful person. I'm glad that we have reconnected in some way (through facebook or blogging). It was a joy to be your friend growing up and it's just as much if not more of a joy and enthrallment to have you as a friend now after so many years. So here's to you, Camilla, and all of my other readers... Happy New Year! and enjoy reading about my year in 2010...

• Opened the year in an abusive relationship surrounded by drugs and dishonest people
• Learned the meaning of a true friend
• Lost a loved one, a best friend, and the love of my life
• Gained new respect and understanding for myself and the world in which I live
• Received A's in my classes
• Am that much closer to fulfilling my dreams of being a police officer
• Learned how to shoot a gun
• Reconnected with old friends and family
• Dealt with the toughest times I've ever faced but continue to power through
• Got five different jobs after being unemployed for two years
• Won the battle of good versus evil in my own head
• Quit smoking and stopped all forms of drug intake
• Continued to develop my cooking skills
• Visited Cottonwood for the first time and saw everyone's head stones
• Alphabetized my movies (over 520 of them)
• Cleansed myself of all of the poisonous things and bad karma in my life
• Took as many pictures as possible to capture all the moments
• Turned 23 and had a jump house
• Went camping and was attacked by ninja raccoons
• Discovered Palo Alto has a zoo
• Only had two kidney stones instead of the normal five/year
• Made new friends that I actually trust and respect
• Closed the year with self respect, people I love and that are loyal, and have a new outlook on what's important and what exactly it is that I want

I haven't done many elaborate amazing things in my life, but I have come a long way from where I was at the beginning of the year. There have been many obstacles in the past 365 days and it has been a giant struggle to get through them. I am sure there are many more obstacles and problems to come, but I will continue to do my best to make it through and helping those I love along the way. So I welcome 2011 with open arms and hope it brings about happiness and tranquility for everyone out there.




The bad news is time flies...

...the good news is you're the pilot


HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Checking In...

So I've been AWOL for some time now, not because I have bailed or stopped caring, but because things have been CRAZY. So I'm just checking in and leaving a message stating reasons for my lack of attendance.

I have finals (which are officially over this Thursday). I'm getting ready to go to Cottonwood on Wednesday (which will be my first time going to see the grave site since I was sick and couldn't go to the funeral so it's going to be quite an emotional day for me). And I went and landed myself a new job tonight so yay me.

I'm starting to feel the pressure of emotions and thoughts building up in my head again, so I know by the end of this coming week I will be in need of writing many posts. But until then, I will continue to study, keep my hopes up for good grades, hold my head high, and wish everyone a good holiday season.

My idea of a good psychiatrist is...

...a bartender who pours without a spout